oh sweety!! This isn't your fault and there's nothing that you can do for her beyond what you are already doing, which is more than a lot of rats get when this happens. You are being an amazing mommy to dear Syd and she appreciates and loves you for it. Don't ever think that yo uare doing anything wrong as long as it is everything you can do, even if all you can do is love them, remember that it is more than soooo many rats get. :hugs: for you, my dear, You are wonderful and you are doing an amazing job with what you are able to do :hugs: