Melissa
Well-Known Member
Some people may be aware I have anxiety/adhd. I was put on a low dose of meds and told to see a shrink. I took the meds but never saw anyone because I thought things were getting better. I wasn't procrastinating, forgetting thngs, being untidy, took exceptional care of my pets and stopped starting petty arguments with my bf. I was happy with my life and work.
Now it's all changing. I feel it spiralling downward and don't know what to do. I hate to admit it, but I think I need to have less responsibility. I can't seem to take it all of a sudden. I feel like I'm in a hole and I can't dig out of it. I'm depressed about money, my job (not having a skillset), my place in life. I want to go back to school and learn an actual skill set.
I feel so useless and I feel like crap. I'm giving up on the ones I love (my family, bf and pets).
Ps. This was very hard to admit, but I needed to let it out somewhere and this was the only place I could think of wanting to.
Now it's all changing. I feel it spiralling downward and don't know what to do. I hate to admit it, but I think I need to have less responsibility. I can't seem to take it all of a sudden. I feel like I'm in a hole and I can't dig out of it. I'm depressed about money, my job (not having a skillset), my place in life. I want to go back to school and learn an actual skill set.
I feel so useless and I feel like crap. I'm giving up on the ones I love (my family, bf and pets).
Ps. This was very hard to admit, but I needed to let it out somewhere and this was the only place I could think of wanting to.