Oh, wow.. I am so sorry that everythings so difficult right now. Even though I have never physically seen, or met these babies, I am writing this through watery eyes, in shock over the sudden death of little Granger. What is important though, is that his life, though short, was full of love and happiness, and he will never have to know the pain that some rats do. I sincerely, sincerely really wish I could take your baby girls and lighten your load.
I will certainly be praying for good news, swift healing, and lots of adoptions for you.