Thanks so much. That is a beautiful thought dspch911, and I'll hope he certainly is there to greet yours when it is time, which I hope isn't too soon yet.
I told him what a good boy he was, how much he was loved and how much I was going to miss not getting to know him more. He had love and headkisses right up until the end, he looked into my eyes most of the time and I just felt he was telling me I had to let go. I don't honestly think there was anything more to be done that would have been fair to him, and he had already put up a hell of a fight.
I had that thought as well, that I wasn't sure who would be waiting for him when he got there as I never saw him with companions. I simply hoped that perhaps he had some of his own waiting for him, and I told him that I was sure some of mine would be there as well. I told him I was so, so, so sorry. That he was perfection and I was sorry if I somehow broke him or that I couldn't save him. I told him I wished I had had the chance to know him sooner, but that I couldn't have asked for more from him except time. <3