It's tough when we lose a little fur baby. They have us wrapped around their littke tails, but sometimes they love us just as much as we love them. It's really difficult when you find yourself calling their name (as I did for brother for almost 2 weeks) then you realize they won't be coming. I like to think I have all my babies hopping happily behind me and waiting for me to greet them when it's my turn. So sorry for your loss. It will get easier.