As the title states... I discovered a lump on Zera's upper left side, close to her arm. It's about a nickle size.
I was shocked I never noticed it before, in fact I'm sure 3 days ago I never saw it. But last night when I picked her up I noticed it buldging out her side. So I immideatly checked the rest of her, and I couldn't tell, but it felt like there might be more then one in her abdomen...which means...:cry:
I'm trying not to assume the worst, maybe its fatty tissues but... I'm trying to make myself accept the worst of the worst...I'm hoping its just fatty tissues or none lethel tumors...but if it's cancar...I don't know what to do if they tell me that's what that is.
We have an appointment tomrrow around 2:30pm...but if we find out that day its the worst of the worst... what is the best course of action for Zera if its cancar? Do I take her home and try to make her life as painless as possible? Or do I...No... I mean she's eating, she's drinking, she's as energetic as always... but if those lumps get bigger she'll be misserable I'm sure... The fact that buldge wasn't there 3 days ago and now is already a nickle big... Gah..
Anyways, support, prayers and advice are needed for the EDK rat pack. We appreciate it.
I was shocked I never noticed it before, in fact I'm sure 3 days ago I never saw it. But last night when I picked her up I noticed it buldging out her side. So I immideatly checked the rest of her, and I couldn't tell, but it felt like there might be more then one in her abdomen...which means...:cry:
I'm trying not to assume the worst, maybe its fatty tissues but... I'm trying to make myself accept the worst of the worst...I'm hoping its just fatty tissues or none lethel tumors...but if it's cancar...I don't know what to do if they tell me that's what that is.
We have an appointment tomrrow around 2:30pm...but if we find out that day its the worst of the worst... what is the best course of action for Zera if its cancar? Do I take her home and try to make her life as painless as possible? Or do I...No... I mean she's eating, she's drinking, she's as energetic as always... but if those lumps get bigger she'll be misserable I'm sure... The fact that buldge wasn't there 3 days ago and now is already a nickle big... Gah..
Anyways, support, prayers and advice are needed for the EDK rat pack. We appreciate it.