breakthenight
Well-Known Member
Hi,
So I'm not actually a new member on this forum- not by a long shot! I'd been here for years and then ended up leaving mostly and then coming back now and then up until this past summer when my last beloved rattie Seanan passed away. At that time myself and my husband were not able to have more rats due to our living situation(which was really terrible and almost left us homeless, and nearly forced me to re-home my lovely lady rat- Thankfully that didn't happen. Once you come into this family we stick it out no matter what!), combined with the complete and utter heartbreak associated with loosing so many rats in such a short period of time. It's hard because they have such short lifespans and they can get sick so easily
Anyway, fast forward a few months and the situation has changed completely. Myself and my husband now live in a big 3 bedroom house, with tons of room and it seems that once the healing was done from loosing so many ratties, I may just have a rat shaped hole in my heart. On that note we are possibly looking to bring another pair of ratties into our lives in the near future- as long as everything goes as planned.
Maybe I am crazy because when I was just left with Seanan I told myself I was having no more rats. It hurt too much. Yet somehow I seem to be willing to put myself through the pain all over again for a chance at another heart rat, and someone to keep my shoulder warm.
I have my heart set on having a smeezer or himi male. They remind me of my ultimate heart rat. Not that I think it has anything to do with colour. They just remind me of my boy and it makes my heart hurt and smile at the same time KWIM?.I would like to get males this go around because I have spent a lot of time missing a fat old boy who wants nothing more than to cuddle and travel around in my hoodie pocket. Girls are fun but they are expensive(spays anyone?) and crazy to watch but I definitely enjoy a shoulder sitter and a lap rat.
Anyway if any of you poor souls have endured reading all this rambling- I will reward you with this- The ultimate picture of heart rat love.
I want to have that again
So I'm not actually a new member on this forum- not by a long shot! I'd been here for years and then ended up leaving mostly and then coming back now and then up until this past summer when my last beloved rattie Seanan passed away. At that time myself and my husband were not able to have more rats due to our living situation(which was really terrible and almost left us homeless, and nearly forced me to re-home my lovely lady rat- Thankfully that didn't happen. Once you come into this family we stick it out no matter what!), combined with the complete and utter heartbreak associated with loosing so many rats in such a short period of time. It's hard because they have such short lifespans and they can get sick so easily
Anyway, fast forward a few months and the situation has changed completely. Myself and my husband now live in a big 3 bedroom house, with tons of room and it seems that once the healing was done from loosing so many ratties, I may just have a rat shaped hole in my heart. On that note we are possibly looking to bring another pair of ratties into our lives in the near future- as long as everything goes as planned.
Maybe I am crazy because when I was just left with Seanan I told myself I was having no more rats. It hurt too much. Yet somehow I seem to be willing to put myself through the pain all over again for a chance at another heart rat, and someone to keep my shoulder warm.
I have my heart set on having a smeezer or himi male. They remind me of my ultimate heart rat. Not that I think it has anything to do with colour. They just remind me of my boy and it makes my heart hurt and smile at the same time KWIM?.I would like to get males this go around because I have spent a lot of time missing a fat old boy who wants nothing more than to cuddle and travel around in my hoodie pocket. Girls are fun but they are expensive(spays anyone?) and crazy to watch but I definitely enjoy a shoulder sitter and a lap rat.
Anyway if any of you poor souls have endured reading all this rambling- I will reward you with this- The ultimate picture of heart rat love.
I want to have that again