Ratgirl81
Active Member
:sad3: He hasnt been right for a week or so now and before that he had what we though and the vet was a cyst on his side a big one, that went with some cream. but the past week he's got weaker, cant seem to have total use of his back legs, he's been to the vet twice last week, first she said wasnt looking good and then we see another one and she says to take him home he's fine, hate seeing different vets all the time.
But i know he isnt right and what else could his back legs be than a tumour? i dont want to admit it but have to as i dont want him to suffer and its no life if you cant get around, we have another rat and he's been withdrawn lately - whether he knows that the other isnt feeling good and somethings up, going to hate monday when we have to call the vets, never had to be in the room when a pet of mine was put to sleep, it would be easier if he would just go peacefully over night, but im so scared that im going to be in that vets and cry i hate crying in front of people, wish that my BF could just do it but then id be leaving him to deal with it alone, dreading it, and the thought of not having my rat is just well, you can all probably guess, but its his health and quality of life in the end you have to think about i know.
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But i know he isnt right and what else could his back legs be than a tumour? i dont want to admit it but have to as i dont want him to suffer and its no life if you cant get around, we have another rat and he's been withdrawn lately - whether he knows that the other isnt feeling good and somethings up, going to hate monday when we have to call the vets, never had to be in the room when a pet of mine was put to sleep, it would be easier if he would just go peacefully over night, but im so scared that im going to be in that vets and cry i hate crying in front of people, wish that my BF could just do it but then id be leaving him to deal with it alone, dreading it, and the thought of not having my rat is just well, you can all probably guess, but its his health and quality of life in the end you have to think about i know.
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