Poor sweet Charlie. How I wish he could have had more time with you. But you gave him so much in the time that he had. RIP, little man.
At times like this I wish that I still could find that video made by Lady? (can't even recall her forum name any more), who was a member a long time ago. It was an animated short video of ratties dancing and playing music at the Bridge, and it used to comfort me after I had lost a ratty. Could never watch it dry-eyed, but it helped.
Please know that we are all thinking of you in your time of loss, sending comfort your way. :cuddle: