I don't know where to begin. This has shown me, again, what wonderful creatures these bunnies are, and what souls. I like the look of spunk it What's eyes. This loss must be awful to you. Please go with present tense, you still love What and he still loves you. You'll be together again. In fact, from what I begin to understand, you're together now. There are some wonderful people on this forum who will tell you to listen for him, and that you should talk to him. :heart: