Don't mind me and my ranting to myself, I just need some way to put down my thoughts.
My frustrations continue with my mail having disappeared into thin air, and the airline we were planning on using putting a restriction on animals flying at the moment (ie. meaning they aren't shipping at all right now, they will revise the restriction on monday which doesn't even help us out since monday is the day with the nicest weather). Theres only three airlines that will ship animals from their airport, so hopefully one of them will let us book a flight.
I won't hear from the breeder until sometime after 1:30 pm, the wait is killing me. I just want to figure something out right away, since the weather looks good on Monday.
I tend to overthink situations - I think I've been through every single possible scenario in my head, and I wasn't able to sleep. I don't know why I get so worked up, it leaves me exhausted and tired, not to mention sad, angry, and grumpy. I'm trying to keep my hopes up and think positive, but things are just not turning out the way they should, and more complications keep arrising.
Part of me keeps wondering if this is all going to fall apart. I'm so in love with Breeze, I don't plan on giving up until we've searched and tried every possible avenue. The breeder doesn't like one of the three airlines because of a bad experience, but its looking like that may be the only airline that will be able to ship. I'll just have to wait and see.