trihkal
Senior Member
Many rats have passed over the years. It's always sad and of course I miss them but no other loss has hit me as hard as losing Chloe. Chloe turned two May 25. She seemed like she was still going strong. Only two days later she started to decline rapidly and passe away at the beginning of June.
I feel like I am still in mourning. For days I cried all the time. Then I tried to stop thinking about her but that scared me because I didn't want to forget our special bond. It's been over a month now and it still hurts so much. I had to step back and wonder if rats were a good idea for me since they have such short lives but I cannot imagine my life without them.
I guess I just had to share my feelings here in the hopes that someone would understand. My friends try but none of them have rats.
I feel like I am still in mourning. For days I cried all the time. Then I tried to stop thinking about her but that scared me because I didn't want to forget our special bond. It's been over a month now and it still hurts so much. I had to step back and wonder if rats were a good idea for me since they have such short lives but I cannot imagine my life without them.
I guess I just had to share my feelings here in the hopes that someone would understand. My friends try but none of them have rats.