Been absent/Silently wished you all well wishes

A couple of you guys know June/July has been a difficulty month for me. On June 27th, while we were having my husband's surprise 50th birthday party, my son (who had left the party already) found his father, my ex-husband, deceased when he got home. Although he performed CPR until the paramedics arrived he could not be revived. He was 46. He had some issues over the past few years, but was getting his life together the last nine months or so. Therefore, this was unexpected and truthfully difficult to comprehend. Although we have been divorced since 1999 we had a friendly relationship and surprisingly did get along. I guess it still hasn't actually hit me yet that he's gone - it just doesn't seem possible. My son deserves more than 21 years with his father.

Anyway, I haven't posted much on here since then, but I have read and "trolled". I just wanted you guys to know I was sending "healing vibes" and praying for all your sick/injured babies. I prayed for comfort for those of you that lost your babies. So while I might not of posted anything to your threads, I was there in spirit, but I'm afraid there are too many now for me to check up on and post too.

dspch, you have always been one of the most supportive and sweetest members on here, at least towards me. I'm so sorry that your family had to go through such an unexpected loss, and we're all here for you, just like we know you are for us.

I'm so very sorry. How horrible for your son and for you as well. hugs!!!

I'm so sorry. What a terrible shock to lose someone so young.

I'm sorry, dspch. That sounds really rough. I hope you and your family make it through this time well. Also love to your sweet rat family. <3

Terribly sorry for your family's loss

I'm so sorry for you and your sons loss.. 21 is too young to lose a parent.. I was 27 when my dad passed and I still to this day yell at him for leaving too soon. Sending lots of warm,healing and comforting vibes to you and your family!

RatPack said:

I'm so sorry for you and your sons loss.. 21 is too young to lose a parent.. I was 27 when my dad passed and I still to this day yell at him for leaving too soon. Sending lots of warm,healing and comforting vibes to you and your family!

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I yelled at him too during the wake ... but I wasn't the only one. I picked up my phone to call him yesterday :cry2:

How incredibly sad for you and your family. And something your son will carry with him for the rest of his life, replaying it over and over in his mind. It is so difficult to lose someone when they have so much living left to do. Hugs to you :hugs:
Don't worry about the Shack - sometimes life gets in the way.